The ultimate in laziness

I love this!!! Laying in bed playing on my new computer! It's so lazy and its great!
Anyway, I though I had better write now that I have no excuse not to. Got a brandnew coat for christmas and it is so beautiful! Also got a Kareokee machine, which we re going to try out tomorrow nite. This year has flown by; I can't believe that tomorrow is New Years Eve. Richard and I have been together for 10 months! It doesn't feel that long. Thinking about it I kinda have a scared little feeling in the pit of my stomache; not that I am not happy with Richard, because I very much am! I just hope that the decisions that I made this past year were the right ones. I know that there is nothing I can do to go back and change anything if I wanted to. I guess this all came to a bit of a head when I got some not so good news about next year. I don't know. And I think I never will, so I need to stop living in the past and move forward. I just extreamly hope that I don't lose anyone important along the way.

Sorry. I guess this post got a bit depressing. Another thing about posting in bed before the sun comes up; I tend to just start writing and things come out. Oh well, thats kindawhat these things are for I guess, right?