Some people...

I have learned something tonite: Sometimes people, even those in my life or in the lives of those I love, are not worth my time and energy. This is a sad lesson for me, simply because I believe everyone deserves a chance (and prolly more than one). This person baffles me. I have tried very hard to be as friendly and open as possible and yet I continue to get slapped down. He once invoked fear in me, now it is just anger. I hate being stepped on and watching those around me that I care about being trampled. I will not take it laying down anymore.

Having said that, I know that this person is important to someone that I charish, thus I will continue to be pleasent and respectful. I am still open to friendship if they are willing to take a step forward themselves, but I will no longer be stepped on nor watch it happen to those around me. I am feeling more and more like myself lately, and that means that I am me, both for good and bad.

So...News from Home

So my Kid brother is in the hospital. Thats a nice way to start off the day.... he screwed up his knee real good yesterday and had to go in for major knee surgery last nite. So now he is in a cast for 4-6 weeks and then will have to start rehab. What is with our family and knees?! Is it a gentic defect or something? sheesh. Anyway, Matt should be out of the hospital tomorrow. And than begins the painful recovery part. The best of luck Kiddo.