So I am moved. Blah. Moving has always been a chore, no matter how many times I've done it, but this time it just seems completely....I dont know...lacking in anything fun. Too stressful. Too messy. Too tiring. And too many changes. Blah. I dont know what's wrong with me. As long as I am cleaning or re-arranging I'm okay, I guess, but as soon as I sit down and start thinking.....I cant cry. I dont know for sure that I want to, but I know I cant. I have a black hole that is following me around wherever I go, just waiting to swollow me. Just keep busy. Blah.

I'm sorry. Trying to spew some thoughts with the hopes of venting out someting, but apparently I cant really even do that. Not everything is bad. Had a fantastic Beltene. Had a pretty good visit with my family. And looking forward to the Watermelon Party on Thurs.

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I dont know what else to write...blah.