Saturday, March 27, 2004

Pure. Simple. Maple.

Thats all I want to say....
The sweetest things in life are the simplest.

-Sar

Friday, March 19, 2004

And the award goes to...

TREVOR!!!
For the best random story that includes squirrles! Congrats!
For those of you who haven't checked this out...do so!! It is great!! LOL

-A still giggling Sar

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

I hate money!!

Grrr.....Why does everything have to be so freak'n expensive! Like really...what happened to the days when a movie was 5 dollars and people got outraged when gas went above .49. I just don't get it and it is really starting to piss me off. I just want to be able to go out with friends and do things that we enjoy without having to be worried if this one movie means I wont have enough for bills or food.
Give me a break!! Grrr....

Sunday, March 07, 2004

Yay to Powerful Monsters!

I noticed that the last time I wrote I was not in the best of moods so I thought I would write again to change that. You are wondering about the title perhaps? Well....think Dan and Patrick plus a group of increadibly powerful monsters against a group of characters fresh from school, averaging level 5. Yeah...total chaos! Dan was talking last nite about wanting to kill one of the characters today (he didn't care who, although I had my bets on who would die first); he achieved his goal, plus another character and a dire lion (who was supposed to be the Paladin's mount). Oops! And most of us didn't even get treasure out of it!! Grrr....

It was fun but I tend to enjoy a bit more rp-ing and not so much of the hack and slash, even though I am playing a fighter. It should be interesting where this plot takes us, because we really have no idea what is coming up next. Oh well...we'll see what happens.

Live long and fight hard!

Friday, March 05, 2004

WOW! For those of you who haven't seen "Butterfly Effect" yet...go see it!! It is amazing!! The emotion in it is SO high it is crazy. It really freaked me out; it was so realistic and really made me think about what happens to all of us. Not a movie for those with a weak stomach that is for sure, but a good movie overall.

It really made me think about how much control we really have over our lives. Hind-sight is always 20-20, and I know many times that I have wished I could go back and change something that I did/didn't do. But this movie made me wonder what would happen if I did. Everything happens for a reason, of that I am positive; somedays I guess I just knew what the reason was. If I had the power to go back in time to change something...I don't think I would use it. As much as we worry about how things will end up or whether or not decisions are the right one. I know that is something that I worry about obessively.

But I think if anything I would use the power to see into the future; not only for myself (although I do have a few things that worry me) but more so for the people I care about. I feel so much pain around me right now. It feels like I am swimming through it and the dark just keeps getting closer and swollowing up everyone around me. I feel so lost and helpless. I just wish that I could help more and make everything even a bit better. The dark doesn't have to be so freightening if there is a friendly hand to hold.

I know that I am being the mother hen again but I can't help it. I see someone in pain and I want to fix it. Especially if it they are people that I care deeply about. I am scared of disappointing people nor will I stand by while someone is in need, even if there is nothing I can do to help. I just want everyone to be happy; is that such a terrible thing?

It will come for me too....and I wont be able to stop it.

Wednesday, March 03, 2004

It has been awhile since I last blogged, so I thought I would say something.

The Elmo's went extreamely good this year!! I was so glad that everyone got so dressed up; everyone looked great! I wish I could have taken more pictures, so if anyone has any, can I buy copies off of you? Let me know.

As usual, we did have some melodrama but that always seems to happen, especially at one of the two biggest parties that we hold every year. (Elmos and Hallowe'en for those of you who don't know) However, issues are being handled with and all in all I think it was a nite to remember for a while.

Anyway I have to head for now, but I will write more later. Going to see "Butterfly Effect" finally; hopefully it is as good as everyone has said.

'Til Later

-Sar