Thursday, October 05, 2006

School school and more school

So I worked my last day with PDC yesterday. 10.5 hours of staring at rusty bearings. fun. No more until May. See ya!

Now is time to focus on school and not going nuts. I have been in school way too bloody long and it is time to graduate already so I can leave. Then if I want to go on in school, fine. But at least I will feel like I have actually accomplished something rather then sitting on my ass.

This past weekend I helped move Richard into Amanda and Tristan's place. I've been spending a bunch of time over there which has been nice. It is nice to have one place that has most of the people that I depend on and make me happy. They, plus Natalie, are keeping me from either becoming a hurmit or exploding and hurting something/one or myself. Although maybe a little hurmit time would be a good thing from time to time. My temper is short and anxiety high. Makes me fun to be around Im sure.

Ever feel like you are swimming in quicksand? Its a great feeling. Just enough air to keep going but always fighting for the next breath.

Im sorry. This is a rather depressing post. Im going to stop now before I say more. blah.

1 comment:

Guilt grows deep within the Soul said...

If you ever need hermit time take hermit time. it's kinda fun just to be by yourself sometimes but start making your own clothes by sewing your old clothes together. That's the sign of a depressing psychotic not the fun psychotic tells you about your future in bleak foreboding quotes.