What the last 10 mos has taught me

1. Some people ARE what people warn you about and no amount of wanting it to be wrong will change it.

2. Pain means nothing, or close enough to it, unless its the pain someone else is inflicting on you, unfairly.

3. Sometimes love isnt enough.

4. Say whatever you want because the moment you do something seen as different, your words mean nothing.

5.What you do isnt as important as what people think of you.

6. Everyone makes mistakes but dont screw up.

7. Broken people arent worth helping unless you get what you want from them.

8. Understanding is more important than passion; it will also last longer.

9. Know exactly what you want before you do ANYTHING.

10. Trying is never good enough; do it or dont bother.

I hope I am learning fast enough. I guess the world is not as caring and loving as I thought it was. Most people want what they want when they want it and if not, then oh well.

I dont want to be told Im broken anymore. I dont want to be in so much pain. I want the light to shine. I want to be whole. I want my faults and cracks to be okay. To be part of me.