Why does everything have to happen all at once? It seems as though everytime things start to look up, something else goes wrong and I can't stand it anymore. I was so happy for two weeks after christmas...I slept well, ate well and didn't stop smiling. The last couple of days I have felt like crap....I'm over a week late (took a preg. test today that came up negitive but still), worried about living arrangements for next year, just starting back into school, and now Sean has to go in for surgery!! I know that there is a 90% chance that he will be fine, but still, aaaahhhh!! I can't decide if I want to run around screaming or just curl up and cry. I just want to be happy and for those I love to be happy as well. Blah.