A dark whole

The world is spinning and I can't catch up.

Now I don't know if I want to.

I want my bubble back...it was peaceful and safe.
But now it's gone and the real world is too bright.
How can I see the end when I can't see one step in front of me?
How can I see my path when I don't know where it leads?
When I don't know were I am going....

I need a hole
Something dark and secure
Somewhere I can hide
From words
From feeling
From light

I am shrinking
so fast and yet not fast enough
And now I am scared of being squished