Well...another day...another new question...what else is new...oh well I quess that the only way we keep things interesting is by questioning what we see around us, otherwise life wouldn't be all that fun.

Why is it that I always have so many things that I want to write about on here when the computer is not on or when I'm not near it but as soon as I sit down with the post box in front of me I can never think of anything to say!! It is getting really annoying. Maybe I should start carrying a little book around with me so I can write ideas in it when I think of them....oh no!! I'm becoming Patrick-ized!! Not happening...it's not happening!! No to the book! Blah.

On a happier note I have finally been able to talk to the people that I wanted to and it seems (hopefully) that things are starting to head back up. I really don't like things hanging over my head like that...makes me more than a little jumpy. But I hope that everything is back in order...as much as it can be with me completely confused, but that is nothing new. One of the many problems that crop up when you jump into everything head first.

I do have to say though that trying to expand my group of friends has eased a lot of tension in my mind that I didn't even know was there. I love being with people, especially in a crowd of friends. I always have. And I am not saying that there is anything wrong with the friends I have now; quite on the contrary actually. I would be lost without most of them. It seems though that, especially Patrick and Lynz, and even Erin and Weaver have become more like family than friends and I love each of them tremenously. I guess thats what happens when you are around people so much. I'm just glad that they haven't gotten sick of me yet! lol *S* But now that I am hopefully slowly expanding that group, so many more people have come into my life and I am loving every minute of it! So I guess all of this is coming down to a great big thank you to Amanda, Richard, Tony, Dave, Trevor and even Joanna. You may not think you have done much but believe me you have.
Thank you all.

And than, while I am on my mushy streak, I would like to give a big hug to everyone at home (and yes Sean and Manda that means you too *S*). I miss you all so much and I love hearing from all of you and knowing that I can still be apart of your lives even with so much geography between us.

A great big "Huzzah!" to Steph and her new girlfriend!! I am SO very happy for the both of you; you deserve it so much girl! And don't worry too much about what people say...it is how you believe in yourself that matters and what makes you happy is your decision, not anyone elses. Big hugz!

Manda...what can I say...have fun girl, like I know you will. Party on!! lol

Eddie deserves a "break a leg" in your upcoming play. I'm sorry...I forget the name of it! lol But I am sure that you will be amazing and I will be there front row to see it!! See you soon.

And finally to Sean, my bestest buddy. I know sometimes that things can look dark but it is only in the darkness that you can see the light clearly; Or to borrow Lynz's phrase "to get a rainbow you first need to put up with a little rain." Things will work out for you, I have no doupt of that. And I will be here anytime, day or nite if you need me. Love you to bits hun.

Well I guess that that is enough from me for right now. Maybe a little sleep will kick out the mush. lol Anyway, everyone have a fantastic Friday the 13th and if you see a black cat, make sure you go up to say hi!

*blows kisses all around*

-Sar

Oh by the way, Bean says Hi to everyone. He is busy playing on the Pirate ship right now.